i know i don't have the right to act like this

but i'm really disappointed..

why?
im not even trying to OWN their forum. i just want to help
i know IT was my idea and I JUST WANT to share it to everyone, I know this will be a great activity, and of course, it will unite all members

but, what happened? i dont know, I know i can pursue it but the problem is how are we going to send it

i really feel bad, my brain is whispering that maybe they did it because they will be going to their area so they must focus first on that activity, but how about the others that will not be there..

ATE TIN, YOU'RE RIGHT!!!

now, i'm looking for other people who can help me send it to them
I dont know how will I mail the heads of other country that they rejected it, what should i say to them..

my heart really wants to explode
im now in the point of crying, i dont know....

ang epal, nakakabanas, i need someone to talk about this thing!!!
BERNA!!!!