2 nights ago, it was ZAIZAI, then last night it was CHANGMIN

ZAIZAI
he was at my lola's house, waiting for me in his white shirt, sitting in a chair.
then when I came to see him, gave him a kiss on his right cheek and ask him if he has an appointment that day, he answered me that he has a sched at 4pm. in english yun ah. then nagpaalam na ako sa daddy ko that i'll leave na. we were going to watch the play oedipus (in which totoo naman talaga, with my classmates) then as we went out, hinawakan niya yung kamay ko, habang naglalakad kami patungo sa sakayan ng jeep, umambon, then nung nasa jeep na kami, umulan na ng malakas. then i received a text message from my classmate asking me asan na kami, 2pm na kasi and the play will start at 2pm. then ayun nagising na ako

CHANGMIN
medyo magulo, ang naaalala ko, he went into our house, then i was in panick attack, asked him where are the others, and he said they were having their rehearsals, then i search for a solo picture of him immediately and hand him a pentel pen, i even asked him to write my name, so he wrote 깃가트씨 (kitkateu-ssi), tas he wrote a message in hangeul, i only remember the word "neo". after that, i was sooo excited, then i realized that i need to have another one for Berna, so i looked for another solo pic of changmin, tas nung hinahanap ko na siya, he was having a chat with my dad sa tapat ng kotse namin. then boom, nagising na ako

waaaa... i still remember the feeling daw nung hinawakan ni zaizai yung kamay ko at nung kiniss siya..

how I wish all of my dreams will come true
anu kaya ang nasa subconcious mind ko at magkasunod ang panaginip ko..

sino naman kaya mamayang gabi? si onew? lol wahahahaha