5:50 AM

"I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough" as what Changmin sang the song Just Once.

Well, I realy did my best. I spent all of my time burrying my head on top off my nursing books, and yet I'm expecting a failing grade for my midterm exams. I don't know if other nursing students also experiences this agony - study loads of topics then the exam will still be difficult or sometimes, nothing will appear. Instead, similar conditions in which they just make it complicated for the students to answer. I believe in myself and I know that I really studied hard, but wtf, the questions were too hard for me to carry the cross of CN. I really did a random pick of answers on some items i really don't know.

We were used to multiple choice type of exam. Exams used to focus on the nursing interventions. But after 2 years, here comes again the identification and enumeration type. Wah!! Too hard for me especially the enumeration part.

I'm really expecting a failing grade especially in my Pedia and MS subjects. Argh!! But as what Romer said, "Failing midterms doesn't make me a lesser person."