7:12 PM

grabeh ang mga araw na ito... i just post this blog cause there are things na di ko alam kung ano gagawin ko sa buhay ko... a part of me was about to loose na. dont know what to do, di ko alam kung sino sasabihan ko, you know who you are, you know what im talking about. ngayun lang ako naging ganito, and it's all because of you, akala ko you're afraid to loose me, but what happened? i may be cruel,. i may be harsh but i wont let you do that, you've promised me something and di ko hahayaang mabalewala yun.

kanina when i was on my way home, pumasok muna ako sa church to pray. then nakita ko na may katatapos lng na wedding, i remember someone again, hoping that that day eh darating din sa buhay ko with someone, i dont wanna loose you, pls lang, di ko na kailangang sabihin pa dahil alam mo na yun, kungdi man, eh talagang manhid ka na.. hay... i hope these were only nightmares at magigising kagad ako... i dont want to be like this.. ayaw..
kung wala mang mangyari at tuluyang di na ako magising sa bangungot na ito, sana wag na talaga akpng magising (literal) hay....